new looks..

aku sedar yg aku masih menggunakan template lama mase 'on' kan balik blog aku ni..tapi im tired with black area n moving to white template now.. saje je..sebab aku suke wat tulisan kaler2 so seswai sgt la kan if background die white kan?? eheheh..

no topic for today..need to find courage to finish my works..

lagu lame2..

antara gadis yg ku temui
kau saja kini dalam renungan
mungkin kerana dengan senyuman
terpegun diriku..

ketika bayu mencium pipi
suria pula terasa hati
kerana dikau sungguh rupawan
terpaku diriku..

mengapakah kau melangkah pergi
ketikaku masih perlu
menatap wajahmu kali akhir
dan lantas menyulam rindu

antara bebunga yg menyeri hidup
kau jadi ratu..
antara delima yg menyinar lama
kau berkilauan..

am i still childish?

ooo i really hate when people tat i trust not really trust me to do sumthing i capable to do by myself!! of cos i can go to work by myself..of cos i can take care of myself..how can my mom be sooo worry bout me even after im married? how im going to go to work without my hubby bring me..argghh.. it's all happen actually because my hubby were in Kuantan today..he also really worried bout how im gonna reach my office before 9am.. and even my sis also..OMG!! im not child anymore..or even childish to make u guys think tat i cant go on my myself..tats is my top priority why im learning to drive now..coz tats the only reason i felt down with myself sumtime..but of coz im positive person,n not let tat feeling concore me!!

aaaargh..really hate working on saturday!! to neutralize my thinking n feeling..i pretend tat im still laying on bed with Harry Potter book n then after finish reading i'll continue to watch Harry Potter DVD..

still..im hope i can hug by hubby now..so weird get into bed n sleep alone last nite until i realise i actually slept wit laptop n HP book..ahahha

In The Motherhood

~sesaje gatal nk letak pict ni sebab menunjukkan aku agak scary rite now..~

sesangat menakutkan bile aku tgk Oprah shows last nite pasal motherhood..n ramai moms kat dlm studio n also thru skype story about their motherhood life..sume secara detail from diapers to sex life after give birth.. bile aku tgk 1hour show tu aku realise sumthing..women r so wonderful n strong enough to handle those things about babies..tats y we hv the ability to carry a baby in our womb (for sum person carries 6babies in 1 time!!) Alhamdulillah..i am proud to be a WOMAN!! (cam kempen sayangi wanita jeh)

petang smlm aku borak2 ngan mcNik,thanks to her for calling..walaupun bos aku kua dari bilik die n pandang2 je aku ms borak tu,aku xkesahle..sbb dah lame x gosiping ngan mcNik ni..n also looking forward to see her at Wanie's wedding on this 13 Feb.. jadual aku 13-15Feb ni sume dah penuh..emm..rmai gak yg suke tarikh tu,adakah kerana Valentine's Day yg mane sebenarnye tarikh memperingati tokoh Kristian?? uhuhuh..not my job to judge people..

emm..oklah..wat keje!!

bufday celebration..

haii sume..

nk story sket pasal semalam..eheheh last nite was soo romantic..cheewah..we had a candle lite dinner (dgn lampu lip lap lip lap..xmain le candle2 nih!!) kami makan kat Restoren Terapung Pantai Sri Tujuh..menu macam mkn utk 4org walaupun kami berdua je..tp best sgt kat situ sbb angin sepoi2 faham bahase..xyah ekon pun..lagi best dari mkn kat hotel yg berekon..emm..tahun ni rs bersalah pun ade sbb aku xsempat nk belikan abe aku kek (die pun ugut tanak beli kek kat aku gak..uhuhuh) tapi xpela yg penting kami hepi dgn ape yg kami capai skang ni..mane tau next year dah smbut bufday bertiga?? ehhehe...ms tu da xleh nk romantik2 kan (boleh je actually..) so kene hargailah setiap masa yg ada ni..

p/s:lenkali la aku upload pictures..nk siapkan keje dateline dh dtg menjenguk nih..

Bestday..

hiii sume..arini (walaupun sabtu) bestday abe ku aka suami tersayang.. aku bersyukur sgt dapat suami yg lengkap bagi aku utk bimbing aku lam idup ni..insyaAllah aku harap apa yg kami bina ni dapat kekal hingga akhir hayat..

semalam aku wat facial!! eheheh sooo excited sbb dah setahun lebih aku x pamper kan muka aku ni..even ms aku before kawen pun konon2 nk wat facial la kan nk bagi muke cantek..tp haram..xde mase nk kejar bende2 lain..last2 ms mekap tu je la mak andam tu buat.. tapi semalam aku stay umah akak aku (bukan gaduh ngan laki ok..abe aku outstesen..) then die offer wat facial product elken..emm best jgk product tu..tapi mahal la kalo aku nk gune tiap hari..so xpela aku amalkan facial jela every month..ehhehe best bile abe balik pg tadi + puji muke aku nmpk berseri..hahaha ops..gelak ayu sket!!

P/S: aku baru sedar yg aku dah kurang amik gmbr banding ngan ms blaja2 dulu..uhuhu n i hate tat fact!! nk kumpul duit beli vid cam laa..

Sabtu oh sabtu..

mood aku bercampur2 la..sbb memo sabtu SEMUA minggu kene keje dah kua!! uhuhu before tis aku cuti sabtu 1st n 3rd week tp stat feb ni dah kene keje semua minggu (perlukah aku besarkan lagi 'semua' tuh??)

waaaaa...banyak bende oo leh wat hari sabtu..aku leh tgk tibi,basuh baju,bersama hubbyku,jejalan bwk adik or mama,blaja kete..uhuhu sume tu tggl kat tepi je la kan..for hubby aku,die xdela rs pelik sbb die bos sediri n die pahamle pikiran bos2 ni..yg xbesh nye byk kos yg kene kua le utk dtg hr sabtu..tido pun dah xcukup la pasni..cheee byk je alasan aku!! yg penting aku bengang le..

bile nk habiskan bace CONAN ni??
bile nk habiskan bace HARRY POTTER ni??
bile nk wat anak ni?? (opss..yg ni ade mase ni..hahaha)

bengang-bukan lagu akim!!

aku kene gune kaler merah le sbb tgh bengang..

geramnye aku ngan lens aku ni..yelah aku ni xdela biase pakai lens tp aku penah le pakai mase time majlis kawen+resepsi aku dulu..lame dh xpakai ni baru aku nk pakai blek sbb power spec aku dah menjangkau 225 sebelah..org kate kalo pakai lens leh turun power spec..tp aku tatau le..

yg aku herannye org lain pakai xde pape probs pun..apsal le aku xleh nk sumbat bende alah tuh..uhuhuh asik masuk habuk lak tuh..pastu mata jd berair2 or worst,merah2..last2 aku taruk balik spec aku..aiyaa.. tensen!!

bukan nk mencantikkan diri pun pakai lens ni tp nk bagi senang nnt nk drive (ahhahaa lesen pun lum dapat..otw okey..) uhuh bile pk balik mmg le risiko pakai lens ni sbb 'bende alah' tu terletak betul2 kat bebola mata aku (bahasa sains die aku dah lupe sbb aku drop bio..sape suh!! aku cume igt medula oblongata je!!)

btw,tuka kaler jap sbb tuka story..

aku dapat kad kawen dari sorg member aku ex-kmkn n 1 uum ngan aku,malah 1 blok ngan aku!! (gune kaler ijau sbb dah tenang..) org itu adalah NAWAL MOHD ALI..siap nama ayah die aku sebut sbb ayah die 1 of idol aku ms kat kmkn..n 1 of pemberi sijil ms konvo kmkn..tapi aku xdapat pegi la sbb majlis die 14feb, ada sorg lagi member aku kawen 15feb which is WANI aka WANI kale kubor!!

eheheh..tahun ni mebi ramai member aku yg kawen..even ofismate aku pun dah ade 2org yg plan nk langsung majlis tahun ni..n not forgot about LINDA NORUDDIN yg akan langsung majlis die pada 1mei!!

CONGRATULATIONS IN ADVANCE TO ALL FUTURE WIVES..

My BFF

Alawiyah aka McYah, N.Mastura aka McNik, Hayati aka McTiey, Linda tinggi dan Zuriati cikgu

Anum, Abe aku, Aku, Noraini aka McLong (pengantin baru) dan adik along

(pict kat Masjid Tumpat selepas aku+abe officially become husband+wife)

saje je upload picture ramai2 ni..sbb sume pun my BF..cume my BFF is the one yg standing 2 from left (wearing white baju kurung)..Nik Mastura (mc nik),aku kenal die sejak standard 1 (18years ago!!) sejak 18tahun tu..kami jadi kawan baik,susah senang, gosip menggosip..same2 main kejar2..main rumah2..hahaha

naik skolah men pun kami sama kelas lg sampai le form 4..aku aktif sgt smpi pelajaran tertinggal..aku duk kelas no 2.. tp kami masih kawan...sampai form 5 aku naik kelas same ngan mcnik lagi..kami same2 blaja+hv lots of same interest to be share.. then kami same2 dapat masuk matrik.. start from tat kami agak terpisah..aku di kedah,die di pahang.. masuk U, aku di kedah..die di johor.. keje skang pun aku di kelate,die di johor..

walaupun kami slalu terpisah..tp ingatan aku pd die mmg xpenah padam..cheewah..pendek kate mmg BFF aku le.. mase aku nk kawen die la jadi pengapit aku,mmg plan aku sejak kecik lagi nk suh die jd pengapit aku if aku kawen dulu..

tapi skang ni,ms die jauh ngan aku+tgh xbermotivasi nk truskan keje..aku terkilan la jgk sbb aku xde dkt ngan die utk bagi semangat..aku just hope tats mcnik tetap bermotivasi + teruskan keje dgn ikhlas..if not,aku nasihatkan die utk fikir diri sediri dulu baru pikir hal org lain..

p/s:aku nk bagi hadiah bufday kat hubby,tapi tatau nk bagi ape..ade idea x?

My past 5 years life..

salam to all..ehhehe (cheewah..)



past 6 years i've been introduced to the blog..n during tat time not many of my frens were active blogging..in fact,i just hv 1 follower..i means really hardfan of my blog (hahaha..) after 1 year (plus minus) blogging..dun know y i feel boring..n suddenly STOP blogging for sum unexplainable reasons..



BUT now after 5years without blog.. IM BACK!!! (we dun hv any reasons to decide anything rite??)



so,wat was happend during these 5years (2005-2010)? let explore my previous diaries..ehehhe

1. I finished my practical training at an audit firm called KHR,Kota Bharu..a wonderful experience as good start in my future..


2. My 1st interview experience happen when i auditing my client & they called me to interview me!! i went to interview rooms without any CV or cert (but i've sent it before..) and i got that position 1week bf i finished my practical..alhamdullilah..


3. After 4days 'tanam anggur' i went to start my new day as Account Executive at Sukimi (M) Sdn Bhd, KB (tat was on 8 Jun 08)


4. My convocation was held on Aug 08 (cant remember the date) when im still "tunang orang" & only 2 people was there to support me-him & my beloved mom!


5. I'm engaged with Mr Fauzi Yahya on 21st Nov 2007 and we'r not planning any date to get married..


6. On 5th June 09, we'r married and officially announced as HUSBAND & WIFE!! tats was a sweet moment for both of us after 10 years couple..


7. After married, we went to pre-honeymoon place at Cameron Highland for 2 days only..aiya..really workaholic la both of us..


8. Our actual honeymoon maybe in 2010..dun hv the date yet..


9. My husband's business (Maju Komputer Enterprise) was very well after married (berkat la katakan..) and hv opened new business called Maju Mewah Trading for contract purpose..luckily he hv an understanding & supportive wife beside him..ehhehe


10. I've become 1 of internal audit for my company..started Oct 2008 we'd audited HQ, and 3 subsidiaries at Shah Alam and Kota Kinabalu..


11. My 1st experience in flight was terrifying but full of excitement..went by air asia and come back by fire fly (having heavy rain so the plane was shaking all the way..aiyaaa) & also my experience fly to KK was really fun!!


12. Im also one of internal auditor for ISO,my company applied for ISO for 3companies and we (me & QMR) manage to get certification in only 1month!! so tiring but new experience to us..


13. Nov 09 after all the audit by Certification Body was done..me & QMR was sent for rm3k course to be certified as ISO auditor. tat exam was sooooo damn hard & two of us with another 8 peoples need to crack our head for 5days so tat we can pass!! aihh..another new experience for me..it's also very valuable moment for me when i saw my certificate as ISO auditor!! at my age-24 i've already hv tat cert!! alhamdullilah..Allah bless me!!


14. Now im planning to get my Master..but not decide yet where to study since im doing part time study..(if not,who would pay my fee??)


15. Also planning to be mother soon!! hahahaa..

it's enough i think for my bebelans here..it was sooo many story tat i can tell u guys nonstop..wehehehhe.. conclusion-i've reached my 10years goals when i was 13 years old,and even more than wat i was imagined before.. engaged&married was not im my list!! and also become an auditor..as i actually hate audit lesson when i was at UUM before!!

Mukaddimah bebelan..

emm..my 1st entry after 5years not active in blogging..

emm..sampai tatau nk cakap ape ni..kene get calm dulu la baru leh pikir nk post ape yek..